“…since you disregard all my advice
and do not accept my rebuke,
I in turn will laugh when disaster strikes you;
I will mock when calamity (…)
overtakes you like a storm…” Proverbs 1:25-27
Icefalls—
freezing streams of tears
formed in the weather of her own invention—
rip a hidden dominion
of chasms
beneath
this Mecca we faithfully revisit
upon surviving each prior pilgrimage
& restless penance at base camp.
No snow-blind bid for ascension
will leave its trace upon this cruel, white slate,
as cold-pierced flesh, violated senseless, chases
the gossamer promise of substantiation
in the biting night silence,
scaling massive vertical icy rises that crest
on the barren horizon, as intimate as distant;
in this alien nest we recognize
lies the black womb’s waif—
the silky red dawn
drawing its first cerulean-cradled breath—
heralding the bloody miracle of life & death.
So tiny are these pitons & ropes
we follow toward willful, brutal injury—
they mark the fabled way through
this bone-strewn wilderness
to the sun-frozen summit,
her brimming lids blinking in feigned oblivion,
now hiding her sinister eyes,
now revealing
contrived glimpses of rapture.
STEPHANIE L. HARPER